As a religion journalist and columnist, I found great fulfillment in my work. I wrote and published hundreds of articles and earned a master’s degree, along with a national journalism award for religion writing in the secular media.
I had children, lost a baby, and suffered multiple miscarriages while continuing to work in journalism and communications, balancing motherhood and mental health challenges.
Along the way, I discovered the depth of Judaism and dove in, trying to learn and keep the mitzvot while also educating my children. In hindsight, we made some mistakes, which I’m happy to discuss with others on a baalei teshuva journey. But I’m grateful for how they are turning out.
A couple of years ago, we made Aliyah. It was hard, but we were adapting, and I was writing more columns than ever before.
Then came October 7. We were in the north and experienced a few traumatic events that, on one hand, allowed me to feel an immense closeness to G-d, but also changed me in other ways.
Since then, I’ve found myself feeling stuck, struggling to find the words I once passionately shared. This shift has been challenging, but it has also led me to explore new avenues of creativity.
During this time, I’ve turned more toward poetry and watercolor painting. These mediums feel like they come from a deeper part of my soul rather than my intellect. There’s something gentle and effortless about expressing myself this way, allowing my heart to guide my creativity instead of my mind.
And maybe that’s okay.
Along my journey, I’ve also worked to heal intergenerational trauma through individual and group therapy, lovingly pushing forward and discovering my strengths. These experiences, though sometimes deeply painful, have influenced my creative work.
And now, perimenopause adds another layer to my journey, prompting deeper introspection and further shaping my art as I navigate the complexities of change and renewal.
But writing and art can be lonely endeavors, so I am making more effort to connect with other women. I have felt the power of collaboration and the magic that happens when we create together.
I’m offering complimentary sessions—either online or in my studio in Zichron Yaakov—where we can explore our creativity.
If you’re looking for a supportive space to express yourself through art or writing, I would love to work with you.
Feel free to reach out, and let’s create something beautiful together!
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